My father and I once waged a campaign against city council to petition plans that called for so-called 'improvements' to be made to our neighborhood park. 500 signatures and several disappointing council meetings later and nothing changed. "The money has already been appropriated," they'd claimed, "it has to be spent." Concrete was set and asphalt paved. A young boy learned nothing speaks as loudly as a dollar in hand.
Several years ago I discovered a small patch of wild blackcaps (also called black raspberries) tucked behind the same park in a rapidly disappearing greenbelt. I had stumbled across a rare treasure and knew it; I collected the berries every summer from then on which my mother and I made into delicious jam. Two days ago I returned to find the entire patch decimated. A trail building crew had mindlessly carved a swath of destruction through the heart of the patch. In their ignorance they had destroyed something worth much more than money to me.
"Oh well," I thought after my initial anger subsided. What seems like half a lifetime ago I learned to expect such things will happen as long as there is money to be made. I slowly came to understand that saddest of all, no one walking that future trail would even realize what had been lost so that it could be created. No one would know what wonders had once grown in its place.
I don't remember much from my childhood, but I do remember one summer at vacation bible school, we were walking along the gates that were right next to the woods. The vines were full of blackberries. Our hands would get bluish-purple and our faces a mess, but the goodness and fun we had from picking those small berries and eating them straight from the vine is something that makes me smile. (had you know my childhood you would understand how much I needed this memory) Indeed, it was probably the best time of my life.
ReplyDeleteI am sorry for this loss, but I am thankful for your story, as it takes me to one of the few times I had childhood fun.
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